Friday, February 23, 2007
Sometimes it can be hard to distinguish between the feelings, getting all confused whether it's just some friend thing or something more then that. Saying things out that might forever change our friendship but i'm glad that you said what you said, because you took me as a friend and didn't want to hide anything from me. I don't want to think too much now, just hope that we can stay best friends forever.
Sometimes things can go back to the way it used to be, i can pretend as if nothing ever happen, behave normally but there are always exceptions. Friends come and go, only a few stay on for long. Who's real and who's not. If you are there for me, i'll be there for you; rain or shine. Just a ring and i will run a mile if needed. But sometimes i just feel like i'm being taken for granted?
Sick of playing games.
Sick of doing this and that.
Sick of people with narrow mindsets.
Sick of people who think they know things about me.
I miss the days of sitting down and random chatting, heart to heart talks. I don't mind spending everyday like that. So similar that sometimes i can't believe it?
Thinking of so many random stuff. Feeling kinda zz. Thinking of how i screwed up with my own bare hands when there was still something left. It just kills me to think of how things turn out to be now and what it all could have been instead. Murdering me silently, choking me. I don't know why am i thinking of all these now? Maybe it was that one final sms that i sent, i expected AT least a good-bye or something as a friend? Oven was so much better. =( But oven is past past. zz. Better stop talking about this before i dig everyone up, the one before and the one before before and so on~.
Now i'm at a lost of what to blog about. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Mad thoughts inside of me.
I have a new love for daffy. hahas.
Might be going overseas in march again, to HK. Got a pair of free air ticket but not sure whether going anot because if so, it'll be just me and my younger sis. -.-"
11:57 PM
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