Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Went blading just now with some frens.
Lucky got to some shelter before it started raining like mad!!
Something random but was reading thru our old msn chat logs. Don't ask me why but my itchy hands went to re-read them. I no longer have the very very old ones when we just knew each other, the ones that are really full of him talking and stuff. It brought back so many memories and it made me feel like a idiot even more then ever. Things were obvious at that time, but maybe we are abit different. He says things indirectly, and i don't always get it immediately, i only catch the main point way too late. I still see him around sometimes but seldom like only once a week?! And for less then a min. He isn't very good-looking, my heart doesn't skip a beat when i see him but i feel happy when i see him?! I don't know whether if i'm really over him or what. I'm over oven but i still feel happy and bouncy when i talk to him face to face. lols. But oven and him, the feeling is kinda different. The happiness is of something different?
Impossible is impossible.
My thoughts are just nothing. All empty, with no possibility of it happening.
But i still hope we can go out as friends sometime.
6:47 PM
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